Where are you from and Where are you going?

Last sunday, I attended a funeral mass.. my girl friend's grand father died, the last day of the burial.. The Priest preach about this other foreign priest asked by someone, father where are you going? one of the usual filipino way of greeting someone, and then the priest reply.. thats none of your business....!! haha.. owned..LOL!!

Well let just say i almost cried at the funeral.. its bcoz i remember my mom.. in this world they always say everything happens for a reason.. and i always ask why? searching for the answer..that moment something just pop out of my mind... we all going to die.. thats the only reason... all living organism are going to resign... just waiting for the resignation letter to be cleared... and then i look at my girl friend's eyes... then i realized for me there is no "till death do us part"... between us.. and thats none your business...!!

Retrato de la familia

Last Sunday i went to San Sebastian church... yah i know me attending a mass.. but i really go to church every sunday or at least once a week.. its like my vow to the patron of San Sebastian church..(long story). Theres a part of a mass where you have to say "peace be with you".. to your friends, family and other people that you can see... I saw this family, the typical filipino family.. they all go to church.. and when the part you have to say that phrase.. they hug and kiss each other while saying peace be with you, the perfect family portrait... and that moment i remember my family... but i can't remember the last time we go to church together or if that really happen... my mom died when i was just seven, my dad work abroad for almost 20 yrs.. my brother & sister got married in a very young age.. that time i fell so alone..i just bow my head.. whats the worst thing could happen.. now I'm turning 22, i can't imagine my own family end up like that.. but hey!, I'm not blaming anyone for what happen... i learn alot from it.. thank god I'm still standing.. maybe thats the purpose why I'm their.. to learn how make own "Retrato de la familia" Family Portrait...

Freedom table

Sa trabaho meron kaming lamesa sa kusina ng opisina, kung saan most of the empleyado ay dun kumakain pag break... masaya dun pag break. madalas kwentuhan.. yun lang kasi time namin para makapag usap ng matagal... pampatanggal na rin ng antok.. masaya, malungkot, nakakatakot, malaswa... madalas nakaktawa.. basagan, asaran, babuyan.. lahat napaguusapan madalas na paksa? kahit ano walang limitasyon... pulitika, trabaho, buhay, relasyon, sex, chismis, relihiyon, pangyayari, kaganapan, mas marami mas masaya... sa lamesang yun makikilala mo ang bawat isa, sinu ang madamot (di na namimigay ng pagkain), sino ang malambot (Aaahy!), sino ang mabait (namimigay ng pagkain), sino ang pogi (ahem!), sino ang matakaw.. at kung anu-anu pa.. nakakatuwang isipin na sa bawat araw na ikinain ko sa lamesang iyun ay di kami nauubusan ng mapaguusapan... hanggang sa paguwi mo sa bahay, habang naglalakad, nasa byahe at habang nakaupo ka truno ng cr nyo... mapapangiti at mapapaisip... panis na ata yung nakain ko nung break ah... may baon pa kaya kong pare bukas? kelan kaya sweldo? anung kayang masarap baunin bukas.. sinu naman kayang bangka at magbabahagi ng kanyang yabang sa kwentuhan bkas...

Sa mga nagdaang panahon, sa dami-dami ng kumain sa lamesang yun.. meron kayang isang nakaalala, sa mga nanatili pa, nag-resign, nag-awol.. at bigla na lang di nagparamdam.. at sa mga taong naging bahagi na ng kasaysayan ng lamesang yun... malamang mapapakamot din ng ulo yun.. kung may makaalala man.. at naibahagi rin sa iba kung anu man mga natutunang kwento, kalokohan at yabang na napulot nya sa apat na sulok ng lamesang iyon... sana lagi nyong tatandaan, hanggang ngaun ay apat pa rin ang paa nun at mananatiling apat sa mga magdadaan pang panahon at walang pinipili ang nagiisang "freedom table"..

medjazz

Last time i post about me in a "change"... yup and one of which nga is yung im fond of listening to jazz music.. actually for me its not totally jazz.. med-jazz or medyo jazz.. thats why i use the title subject as medjazz..medyo lang.. The artist is Richard Cheese, he is a jazz musician that covers or we can say his own version of some song of rock bands and other famous artist like: madonna & michael jackson. rock bands like: system of a down, range against the machine, papa roach, green day and some other hard rock band that he could think of...

Its like parody, but in a good way.. coz it brings a cool vibe of music.. if you are not fan or hate to listen to rock and noisy music.. you probably gonna love the version of this guy.. you know! Imagine how he is going to deliver those explicit lyrics of those band in his jazz version.. its crazy.. i highly recommend his music.. its very relaxing.. Sometimes when i listening to his music, i imagine myself watching in one his performance live in a fine dining restaurant, (which i believe jazz musician plays) with some friends, drinking wine.. its kinda relaxing.. Ahhhh.... im really getting old... or maybe its just i don't have a time to go out.. because of this toxic work... but this was just great... I also have a playlist of his music in my mp3... Im fan yah!? yah i am!!

kuya ano yung Sex?

Opo sex again.. Nung bata pa ko merong binigay samin na fill-up form sa skul, i think i was on grade school at that time, parang resume... so i fill it up and then theres a section there about SEX.. huh? anu kaya un? so i approach my brother... Kuya anu yung sex?.. that time he's watching back 2 the future.. so everytime i watch that movie.. it remind me of this question.. and then he look at me! what?. nasa elementarya rin sya nung panahon na yun... malapit na nga lang syang matapos.. sabi nya malalaman mo rin yun pag tanda mo... sa loob-loob ko, sa pagtanda ko pa pala ipapasa toh! and then yun nga busy sya? kulitan portion na ito.. hoy! kuya anu ba yung sex kasi? bakit mo ba tinatanong? basta...! hanggang sa pinakita ko na yung form.. eto nga kasi oh... anu ba yan? nakalagay SEX.. eh di ko naman alam kung anu yan..! Ah anu yan kung babae oh lalake.. Sa loob loob ko noon loko toh ah! lalake lang o babae pinahirapan pa ko... Hanggang sa medu lumawak na ang kaalaman ko dun..medu lang.. mga kelangan ko lang malaman (defensive!) Yun naman pala kaya ayaw sabhin ni kuya yung totoo... pero teka bata pa rin sya nung mga time na yun ah.. alam na nya yun!! well im not that surprise, maaga sya nakapag asawa eh..hehe (tol sorry, wag ka magagalit)... pero naisip ko loko rin yung skul namin nung mga panahon nayun, nu bang malay namin sa sex noon... di na lang nilagay gender tapos may option man lang sana male or female.. kaya pag may nagtatanong sakin kung anu yunf sex, sinasagot ko Ah malalaman mo rin yan pagtanda mo at mas malawak pa dun!!! at san ko natutunan,, syempre kay kuya!!

(Kaya yun, hanggang ngayon dun ako nakatira sa bahay ni kuya, marami ko natututunan dun eh!)

pagbabago...

I think Ive changed..why? someone told me that im "kinda" cute (humble..LOL) and I say thanks!! and then i stop.. did i say thanks?... before, when someone told me that.. sabay banat, cute lang?.. kapal imbis na mag thank you.. weird!.. is this a part of maturity... or nahihiya na ko kc marami ng nkakaalam kong nung sasagot ko..hehe... well latetly im fond listening on jazz music, appreciate classic movies.. reading newspaper than magazines... tumatanda na ba ko?.. eeehh...

But i find it very interesting.. i can now handle a conversation, a nice conversation..huh!.. last day i had a date.. masasabi ko na i make the conversation with my date very interesting... what i don't like is.. i think I blew more on emotional on our conversation.. ahhh... but in a good way! How funny i notice this to myself.. i used to be a "so be it, come what may" type of guy.. maybe its true , that everything happens for a reason..but what ever it is, just hope im in right path.. (here we go again) this drama makes me sick..aaahh!....

<<< don't panic..your just itchy..
>>> ok.. what am i gonna do...
<<< wag mo kamutin..just ask her..
>>> what?
<<< kung pwede ba ulit kayo lumabas nxt time..
>>> do you think this is too fast...
<<< duh! ay sira..
^^^ may sinasabi ka? nu nga pala yung sasabihin mo?
>>> ha? ahh oo... pwede yayain kita lumabas ulit nxt time!
<<< para ka namang galit eh..
^^^ ha?... anu kasi eh...
<<< don't panic..
^^^ ok lang.. hehe..oo naman
>>> ok...hehe (hanggang tenga ngiti)
<<< kolokoys ka talaga...

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